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Lunch Time Funnies

Fri, 16 May 2008 17:15:49 GMT

Others:

ehhhh

Thu, 15 May 2008 17:04:26 GMT

It's funny, last night I got food, and then I didn't eat it and I got drunk. Drunk enough to have a hangover today.
The food has helped with the hangover some, it's easing my tummy a bit so I can actually drink water with out wanting to throw up. I have to wonder though, if I had eaten last night, would I have felt so bad today, and thus not need the food today that I should have had last night?

Anyways my head hurts. ~~I think~~ I smoked too many cigarettes. I haven't had one today yet. I think it would be awful if I did.

Bleh I'm so tired of being hung over that I'm considering not drinking much for awhile. But I know that won't last. Everyone I know drinks, and some more than me.

I hate that I'm so affected everything I put into my body.

Watched Southland Tales with hatebot and devisevere .

Check out hatebot 's blog on it here, describes it very well.

In other weird news I met 3 (normal) people in their 50s at a bar inside a mexican restaurant in Lake Wylie, SC. We had a conversation about my job....and they were actually interested in it and one guy even knows one of the owners of the company.

In the News:

Wed, 14 May 2008 17:17:42 GMT

Luscious Apparatus

Oh and if you don't know the reference:

(You have to sign up to listen to the whole song but Imeem is definitely worth it, you can find most songs on there, and it's better than Project Playlist)

Funny Graphs

Wed, 14 May 2008 16:36:33 GMT

i got a car!

Mon, 12 May 2008 16:58:19 GMT

I got a car Saturday. Its a 2006 Suzuki Forenza, manual transmission, and it's really zoomy. It also plays mp3 cds. Yay! Now I can go out and do stuff more.

Went with Jack to his mom's for Mother's Day brunch Sunday which was nice.

Over all had a great weekend.

And last night was fucking amazing.

This week I go to the Lake Wylie house to pack up my stuff, and I move stuff out this weekend.

Grill party this Sunday.

yeah, about that...

Fri, 09 May 2008 12:35:34 GMT

well maybe its not so bad but its the kind of morning where you have to brush your teeth like 5 times, and drink a gallon of water and eat all the greasy meaty food you can get your hands on. my head doesn't really hurt, but I'm tired as shit.

i think that i need to start taking vitamins, i even feel like i'm treating my body like shit. we really need to go to bed at a decent hour more often than we do.

it's Friday, which is a good thing. i think i'm buying a car tonight which is even better.

i had a great time last night.

oh and: hatebot and i should definitely do the dvd marathon next weekend with kittydoom and xanderbott

Found these on You Tube this morning:

Tom Waits in ATL July 5th

Wed, 07 May 2008 16:37:35 GMT

I'm going. If anyone wants to join me let me know ASAP. Personally I don't want to drive, but I will. I dunno when tickets go on sale, but if you want to be sitting with me at the show we gotta get tickets at the same time.

fuck. yes.

likeomgwow

Wed, 07 May 2008 13:01:30 GMT

So this whole time all I’ve been thinking about was the practical reasons why I am going to be doing this. Saving money, the fact that I already spend 90% of my time there, it’s closer to work. I didn’t even think about the fact that I’m going to be living there, with a boy. Like wow, and shit yanno? I’m going over there tonight to discuss details with him and the girl-person (it’s her house and all).

I have enough money to get a car this weekend as long as I can get to the car selling place. Then next week I’ll be going through all my shit and throwing out things I don’t use anymore (which is half of the crap I have), packing what’s left up, and then I can start moving in at the end of next week.

If someone has a truck I could borrow that would help immensely because I’d hate to have to make a ton of trips, or rent a truck.

things

Tue, 06 May 2008 21:28:39 GMT

So I used to always say that if I shaved my head I would get a tattoo on it. This of course was going to be under the contingency that I would be shaving my head if I got cancer or something. Well I ended up shaving parts of my head. So now I'm thinking about what I want. I was kind of thinking that a small one behind my ear might be cool, but then again if I get one on my scalp I could always cover it up when I have to grow my hair out and look "normal" again. I am really into the idea of vines and flowers.

I have other tattoos I've been thinking about as well. Conversations about Ralph Steadman over the past couple of weeks got me thinking, and I would love to get a piece of his on my body. I found a really cool one but I'm not sure where I would put it or how big I want it. Then there are still the tiger lilies I've been planning for the last 4 years.

This last weekend was fun, but there isn't much i can mention to the general public, so i won't. Much love to all those I was with though, best weekend I've had in a long time. <3

I'm really looking forward to possible future changes in my life. I don't know anything for sure yet, but I at least have getting my car to look forward to soon!

Sloooow.....

Thu, 01 May 2008 17:07:42 GMT

I'm kinda bored. I don't really have a lunch other than some snacks, but I don't really have an appetite anyways. I don't have a book with me. I already organized my cab to the airport. I already checked all my online stuff including webcomics. I also am pretty much ready to go work-wise for covering for tomorrow. There are a couple more things I need to do, but then it wouldn't give me as much to do after I clock back in if I did them now.

My roommate let me borrow her little suitcase thing, which is awesome. I still need to pack though. I was looking at the weather and the high tomorrow is 46 degrees, low is 32, and there might be snow. I wish I had a better coat. I have some cool jackets but nothing versatile enough to wear with anything, and I don't even have one that doesn't go past my waist.

I've been talking with the guy who got me my plane ticket, he is awesome!
He's in a band and you all should go check them out:
Machinegun Symphony

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Other things-

Check out: Clone-A-Willy

This is a funny song but I like it a lot:

Especially if you see the band (warning the audio is shit, and the video "editing" is worse):

Oh and Phillip and His Foetus Vibrations- "Mother, I've Killed the Cat" --good song--

something funny

Wed, 30 Apr 2008 22:32:36 GMT

and this: http://www.encyclopediadramatica.com/Goth_macros

stuff and junk

Wed, 30 Apr 2008 17:21:37 GMT

Okay so I'm having some stupid health things yet again. Nothing major or contagious though. I should have it taken care of by Friday too. I'll spare you all the details except to say that I feel out of it from medicine. Bleh.

So I've been listening to "Thrill Kill" by The Damned like constantly for the past few days. It makes me feel all squishy inside. It's a song I'm always going to associate with this time period and the people in my life right now.

I haven't been sleeping very well lately. Some thing keeps coming up each night. Last night it was my medicine. Then before that my schedule was all messed up from sleeping all day Sunday.

I'm definitely going to welcome the need to go to bed at like 8pm (or earlier depending on packing) Thursday night. Tonight I have to do laundry and get some things ready to go so I can pack them all up Thursday after work.

There have been some stupid things going on with work and stupid things going on with people I know and have met lately, but nothing major. Mostly I just wish people would 1) Know what they want 2) Tell me what they want and 3) Stop changing their minds

I can has trip?

Tue, 29 Apr 2008 04:03:11 GMT

Going to Colorado Friday to meet up with Jack and his friends. They got me a plane ticket!!! I'll be leaving really early Friday morning and then returning Sunday evening. I can't wait to meet them all, I'm gonna have a really awesome weekend!

After work Thursday I will be going straight to bed so hopefully it will help me get up early.

I'm super fucking stoked, this was all just like a surprise this morning when I woke up, and we were figuring things out all day and now I'm gonna go to bed (albeit late) knowing I'm going to have a kick ass weekend.

I uploaded RotB photos. Sorry I didn't take many this time, but I think most of you know why I wasn't able to operate the camera(lol). Even tho there aren't photos of everything I wanted to say that I think the best times were the ones not fussing with taking photos.]

<3

Goings On

Mon, 28 Apr 2008 16:39:48 GMT

Saturday was crazy. From what I've gathered a lot of us got really trashed. There are conversations I don't remember, but I do know I was incredibly friendly to everyone. There were even a few people a hit on. According to the people I've talked to I didn't do anything too bad. Some things I remember I am a little embarrassed about, but nothing a little avoidance won't fix. I have a huge blister on my finger where SOMEONE high-fived me/grabbed my hand, but it's funny. I'm not gonna go into the more riske' stuff that happened, but I will say there was no nakedness and I went home at the end of the night. That's not to say there wasn't the desire to do things, but we all had various plans on Sunday, I didn't know about mine at the time, but my roommates were looking out for me and made sure I just went home with them and I can hang out with whoever another time. I'm glad they did, because I woke up at 10am on Sunday, puked, and went back to bed with a migraine until 5pm.

That of course led me to not be able to sleep last night and I slept from like 3am-6/7am.

I don't feel so bad right now, but man it was a crazy weekend.

There is a chance I might be going out of town this weekend. Free plane ticket if it happens.

Right now I need to make lunch, so I leave you with this:

I Told Myself

Fri, 25 Apr 2008 12:25:33 GMT

Went out to Snug Harbor last night and met up with friends, old and new! I had a great time but I knew I was gonna get drunk and go to bed late and feel like crap today. Went to bed at 2am.

Jack leaves today on his trip, which makes me sad, but I'm glad he is going to go have a good time.

Bout time for me to clock in. blahhhhhhh.

Cellar Door

Thu, 24 Apr 2008 17:24:30 GMT

I had a dream last night about my [abusive] ex. It’s been 2 years since I’d last had any contact with him. I’ve had other boyfriends since, and have had other love since. I’ve grown up a lot and become so much more self-reliant. I don’t usually think about him much other than in passing, and definitely not with any active emotion. He is a shit-hole, and it doesn’t even seem like he really was in my life, like it all happened to someone else. It’s like his place in the world is that he was a phenomenal asshole, like Hitler or Stalin or Pol Pot or something. (“It’s a holiday in Cambodia”)

The dream featured me walking around a new town, it was very much like Willy Wonka’s Chocolate Factory mixed with Tim Burton(think the model town in Beetlejuice) mixed with the video for Coldplay’s song “Trouble”, and coming upon a trail in which bikes could go down. My ex was riding a bicycle, and passed by, as he passed we looked at each other and my jaw dropped and words tried to come out but none would, it was a mixture of confusion and shock. Was it really him? Did he see me? Should I run? He stopped and rode around the trail behind me (it was somewhat circular) and came back to me and we talked. I was very much on-guard, and didn’t know what to do. He looked like I remembered him when he was more attractive, skinnier, mohawk, black plugs in his ears, dirty rolled-up jeans, tight t-shirt, more tattoos though. He ended up being really nice, and apologized for things. He understood that I wasn’t going to believe him, but he still wanted to help me. There was something about building a tree house for people. So we were building things, and ended up having to rescue people or something, it had an element of Cloverfield to it also, and then the dream fades away after that. The biggest thing I remember was not that I felt love, not that I wanted love, but that I was so glad that he wasn’t an unreasonable cruel person anymore. Which honestly, that’s all I ever really expect from people.

Been trying to figure the dream out. What do you all think?

This is a great version of "World In My Eyes" by Depeche Mode:

Also are there any guys out there who would come and help me buy a car within the next week? Car salesmen treat single women differently.

Bad Idea

Wed, 23 Apr 2008 16:58:22 GMT

Only having a small vending machine sized package of Oreos to eat all day, then getting "Friday-night" drunk on Tuesday night, then not getting enough sleep, then going to work at 8am the next day, and not realizing there are multiple meetings to go to, in which you should have some input on because it directly affects how you will do your job.

I think I did okay though. I just feel really really out of it, and hungry.
I have really got to budget out more money for food this pay check.

I literally have $0 until tomorrow. It's lame.

funniest link evar

Tue, 22 Apr 2008 20:24:38 GMT

http://www.safenow.org

Hair 2.0

Mon, 21 Apr 2008 19:09:40 GMT

If you wanna see the mohawk go to Social Kink and make a profile, and check out my photos. I have a picture I took at lunch in my Default album, but you can only see it if you sign up for the site!

Funny Stuff

Fri, 18 Apr 2008 16:44:14 GMT

Watch this first:

Then this:

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Funny quote of the day:
00: yeah yeah, atleast wow has graphics, you played text base version of WoW, that makes it better? ;-)

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The long lost Corey:

or Goonies: The Porno

aaaaminaaaaals

Fri, 18 Apr 2008 12:16:49 GMT

I am seriously considering some day getting a Sphynx cat. As ugly as they are, there still is something cute about them. Sure a regular cat might not freak other people out, but when have I ever cared about that?

I also want one of these:

Teacup Chihuahua!!!

Cock-a-doodle-fucking-doo it's early

Fri, 18 Apr 2008 12:02:50 GMT

I got to work really early. I've been over on this side of town since sometime after 7am. Went out with a friend last night and he drove me over here. We left really early expecting traffic, but there wasn't any, I guess it's too early for traffic. I suggested that we go get some breakfast, since there is a cute little 'old people' restaurant down the street. Unfortunately I didn't get cheese on my bacon and egg sandwich, I could also go for some jalapeños on it too, but that might make my tummy more upset (not that I drank THAT much last night *shrug*).

I'd considered taking a nap before work because I barely got any sleep, but ah well too late now.

I am so glad it's Friday. I want to spend this whole evening doing nothing and being lazy and napping. Actually I just want that right now.

"Im all lost in the supermarket
I can no longer shop happily
I came in here for that special offer
A guaranteed personality"

So...

Thu, 17 Apr 2008 21:22:00 GMT

I totally have a thing for skinny guys with glasses. Yep. No sense in denying it, not that I really have before, but I seriously can not help myself around sexy geeky boys. Yum.

Writing about exhibitionism is a lot harder than I thought, and I'm not stranger to it.

I've been listening to a lot of Ska today, and The Clash.

I should be getting a car within a month, which means road trip A.S.A.P.

"Poly People I Can Do Without" by Annesthesia

Thu, 17 Apr 2008 17:53:04 GMT

This is a very interesting link: http://www.heartless-bitches.com/rants/manipulator/polypeople.shtml

by Annesthesia

i'm okay, realllllllllllly

Tue, 15 Apr 2008 23:54:09 GMT

so just to let everyone know, i have bad emotions sometimes. and sometimes i blog about them, but for the most part i will say what i mean when it needs to be said. so you don't have to take things i say so seriously. i'll be alright, just sometimes i'm not.

i used to have a blog once that was filled with bad things. i try not to do that here, but sometimes it happens.

thanks for everyone whos expressed concern or caring. i'm okay.